MIDNIGHT!/ Sunday, April 08, 2007
Hey there, *yawns*...its 9 am in the morning...so sleepy right now....didnt get much sleep cuz of something that kept troubling me.Well anyways...Tadah!!...i bot a new bag...finally...=.=...its been ages since i last bot a new bag,...and now all i need is...new clothes..=.=....and thats like even worse...clothes hardly fit me or always have such weird cuts..T.T haha..but lucky that day i managed to persuade Karen to bring me to the Expo for the book fair(thank you so much Karen T.T i love ya!!^^)Haha and we bot a pink and yellow coat!!^^yay!! haha
...i bot the yellow one though..here i'll show you...hehe...so happy.Well now that i look at these two pics...come to realise...alot of yellow and white..-.-...erm..concidentally since both are bot at diff days. But i do so love the OP bag...gold and white my fave!!^^ the yellow coatdress is lovely just as well..a little too big but nothing a few stitches cant handle.*Yawns*...here i blogged karen...-.-...i blogged already...lol...hopefully weds can go out sia...*pon the student union crap*^^..lol..well...i gotta go prepare for work le..byebye!! ^^
I hate you .
9:00 AM <3
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MIDNIGHT!/ Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Hello!!! MUAHAHHA!!! Check out my new shoes!!! I just bot them last sat. Omg..was so glad that still got my size la. Haha..the only customer who actually bot this shoe was a Jap lady who spoke rather fluent english ^^ quite surprising really.haha...simei usually has alot of koreans staying there...hardly knew that Japs stay in that area too. Lol...well anyway, she was the only one who actually bot these shoes lor..so sad...>.<...Dunno why our customers sometimes so weird de..always buy those shoes that are bright or in loud colours. I mean..sure personal choice but...buying 2 or 3 pairs in the same tone and colour is abit too much rite...i mean...matching clothes will sure be tough later. >.
I hate you .
10:59 AM <3
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MIDNIGHT!/ Monday, April 02, 2007
Well generally, I got accepted to TP's Business Studies Group along with 3 of my other classmates.Which is actually not bad cuz i managed to get into the top 3 courses i wanted. i actually placed NP's business first >.<>.< style="font-family:Arial;">Well...after all this, i went to get a job at Bata. AND THE NEXT PERSON WHO SAYS I'M NOT SUITED FOR THE JOB, TO HELL WITH YA!!! so what if i look like i can kill the next person that comes along or i look too superficial to serve others!!! This is me! all me...i may not be pretty or that nice but still...the marketing world has always appealed to me so please just respect what i love.I'm sick and tired of hearing my family and friends all gasped everytime i tell them i enjoy my work.I do enjoy it.I may be short and fat but still, i enjoy what i do!I never knew why but I always enjoyed being in the retail or F&B business,where i could make sales to people.I admit i may not be the best in this line but i'm still good at it.I've already tried sitting behind a desk and covering myself with paperwork but I just cant do it.T.T I really tried but somehow i always felt so trapped there..and i actually felt into depression during that job.Oh if only you could understand..I dun wan a job where i can only look through the window to see the world..stability isnt the only factor that matters to me.I enjoy meeting new people...learning new things...why the hell did you think i requested for Discovery Travel and Channel on my SCV! When i wanted to be a psychiatrist, everyone told me to give up on my dream..just cause i appear to be blur and stupid to this people.Only a few people actually bothered to push me on.I really dunno what I wanna do in my life anymore...I dun wanna be judged on my appearance or performance anymore..I'm so tired right now..so lost...so many things are pushing to me to change and adapt but..its all too soon...I really wanna earn my freedom someday...no longer a slave to society or trapped in my own house...i really wanna know where i truly belong someday...where i can be the reason for someone's smile someday.I really wanna be the reason behind the smiles of the people i love.Where for once in my life, my family and friends would be proud of me.Not just happy...but proud that I'm a member of their family and their friend.I wanna make it big someday and I'm willing to work hard for it. So it would be better if you would stop judging me and just keep silent. Even if you dun approve of what i do, please just zip it. Cuz your words matter to me...and if you disapprove, that pain would scar me for the rest of my life.
I hate you .
9:31 AM <3
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...i bot the yellow one though..here i'll show you...hehe...so happy.Well now that i look at these two pics...come to realise...alot of yellow and white..-.-...erm..concidentally since both are bot at diff days. But i do so love the OP bag...gold and white my fave!!^^ the yellow coatdress is lovely just as well..a little too big but nothing a few stitches cant handle.*Yawns*...here i blogged karen...-.-...i blogged already...lol...hopefully weds can go out sia...*pon the student union crap*^^..lol..well...i gotta go prepare for work le..byebye!! ^^