Rachel A. Sato
Shps, Shss, Temasek Poly(Business Studies Group)
Junior
Loves:
Cute Stuff!!(Soft cuddly things)
All things beautiful!
Music!
Potato Chips(>.< love them but cant eat too much)
Spicy foods!!
The Green Coach bag with the scarf on display at Raffles Place
Jazz
Blues
Trouble Maker
12th September 1990
Badminton Lover
noobie at tech stuff >.< (!)
Add me at : oceanblue_gal1990@hotmail.com


Designer : Ebullient*
Image: PGP.
Texture: I II.






November 2006
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
August 2007
September 2007


Xue Er
Bernice
XiaOZhUzHu
Seth
Joanna

Hehe...today is finally my birthday! Woohoo! lol...though cannot go out but still ok la..haha...at least can still eat cake...hmm...

I hate you .
8:04 AM <3

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Once upon a time, you told me about how each person possesses a key that can open only one thing. True Love's heart. Ha ha...funny how you suddenly said that to me all of a sudden...i was so shocked...but than it got me thinking...and i pondered over it over these past few years...and i realised...that's not true. There is more than one key that can open a person's heart. The first lock is their armour...the facade people hide behind to protect themselves against harsh words...the second lock, is a casing wrapped up in lies...lies people tell to themselves to hide the truth...the last lock is the hardest...matter of fact...its not even a lock...its a quest. A quest to not just snatch the heart from the hollow body but to recieve it from the person's soul. Plus god knows how many other locks and quests are inside that pumping heart itself. Lol



If love is so hard..why do everyone fight for it? With a population of 4 million and another few billion beyond these shores, is it really worth going on this quest? Imagine...unlocking locks for the rest of your life...somehow always coming to a dead end each time...keys that fit my friend...lol..may god bless you and give you the guidance to find that specific lock. Cuz im not sitting around and letting people unlock me and me unlocking them as well. My heart is already broken and my other locks are thickening with each passing day. I lost this game a long time ago. Matter of fact, just yesterday. To a worthier opponent.

I hate you .
8:26 AM <3

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I miss the times we spent...back when we were carefree...where we would gaze at the moon and stars for that brief moment...but time has past and we need to move on..Been feeling so empty these past few days...being so mean...I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused...i dun wan to hurt anyone anymore...i need to move on from here...i cant stay back anymore...I'm sorry.

Moonlight rays are shining down
Setting my heart in disarray
Who knows what God might say
To my shallow soul of love in vain

Crying out to the moon above
Hoping the heavens might atone my taint
Filled with tears and treacherous pain
Of misery that followed the monsoon rain

I guess all my life
pain was but part of the game
Nothing more and nothing less
Of life's true lesson
to teach me its true name

This only ended in vain.

I hate you .
8:38 AM <3

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I hate you .
8:52 AM <3

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I hate you .
9:00 AM <3

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I hate you .
10:59 AM <3

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Hey there, for all those people out there who bothers about how i'm doing in my life, THANK YOU!! And yes...its been quite a while since i updated so...erm..please forgive me.Alot of major changes in my life have been happening so i'm still adjusting. So alright..well..i guess i shall start from the beginning, after my o lvls. So here it goes...please dun fall asleep>.<.
Well generally, I got accepted to TP's Business Studies Group along with 3 of my other classmates.Which is actually not bad cuz i managed to get into the top 3 courses i wanted. i actually placed NP's business first >.<>.< style="font-family:Arial;">Well...after all this, i went to get a job at Bata. AND THE NEXT PERSON WHO SAYS I'M NOT SUITED FOR THE JOB, TO HELL WITH YA!!! so what if i look like i can kill the next person that comes along or i look too superficial to serve others!!! This is me! all me...i may not be pretty or that nice but still...the marketing world has always appealed to me so please just respect what i love.I'm sick and tired of hearing my family and friends all gasped everytime i tell them i enjoy my work.I do enjoy it.I may be short and fat but still, i enjoy what i do!I never knew why but I always enjoyed being in the retail or F&B business,where i could make sales to people.I admit i may not be the best in this line but i'm still good at it.I've already tried sitting behind a desk and covering myself with paperwork but I just cant do it.T.T I really tried but somehow i always felt so trapped there..and i actually felt into depression during that job.Oh if only you could understand..I dun wan a job where i can only look through the window to see the world..stability isnt the only factor that matters to me.I enjoy meeting new people...learning new things...why the hell did you think i requested for Discovery Travel and Channel on my SCV! When i wanted to be a psychiatrist, everyone told me to give up on my dream..just cause i appear to be blur and stupid to this people.Only a few people actually bothered to push me on.I really dunno what I wanna do in my life anymore...I dun wanna be judged on my appearance or performance anymore..I'm so tired right now..so lost...so many things are pushing to me to change and adapt but..its all too soon...I really wanna earn my freedom someday...no longer a slave to society or trapped in my own house...i really wanna know where i truly belong someday...where i can be the reason for someone's smile someday.I really wanna be the reason behind the smiles of the people i love.Where for once in my life, my family and friends would be proud of me.Not just happy...but proud that I'm a member of their family and their friend.I wanna make it big someday and I'm willing to work hard for it. So it would be better if you would stop judging me and just keep silent. Even if you dun approve of what i do, please just zip it. Cuz your words matter to me...and if you disapprove, that pain would scar me for the rest of my life.

I hate you .
9:31 AM <3

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